Are you really in there?

Hey ya'll. So it's Sunday which means tomorrow is another Monday...ugh. But anyway, I have reached week 12 and things are going well. I am feeling pretty good, just wanting to sleep a lot. The baby has grown a lot in the last few weeks and now and the baby is now the size of a large plum.Seems like things are progressing well and I am feeling ok. Nathan and I have differing opinions on what we think the baby is going to be. Like I said before in a previous post, I don't care whether it's a boy or girl, but I think it's a girl and Nathan thinks it's a boy. We'll see who guessed correctly is about 8 weeks!

I have been freaking out a lot lately and Nathan of course attempts to keep me sane. I have found it difficult that I haven't had an ultrasound since about 6 weeks. Sometimes i catch myself talking to my belly asking, "are you really in there?" I feel like I need to see the baby or at least know that everything is ok. The last time that I went to the doctor at 10 weeks all they did was check my urine and take my blood pressure. I would love to hear the heartbeat or something to know that everything is ok. I haven't had any spotting, so there really isn't any reason to freak out, but I think I just need to know that all is well. I think once the baby begins moving around and I can feel it, I will feel a lot better!

Well, that's about it for now, Nathan and I are both doing well with work and everything else and Toby is attempting to keep out of trouble. Hope all is well with all of you : )